• 10:08 AM, Monday, November 24, 2008
ya its that time of the year again where pple camp in libraries and macdonals and club room to mug like hell. i wish i can say ive been doing that.. but ive honestly never felt so unprepared for exams before.... wat makes it worse is when you come out of the exma hall feeling so sure u screwed up the paper for that one module you thought u had at least studied enough for..IM SO DEAD! o i think theres one more worse thing.. feeling dejected about the paper (which i usually don't..) and feeling determined to study hard for the rest of the papers only to find urself studying even less for the other papers.. ive totally lost the mood to study.. even though theres 4 more days and 3 more papers to go..
i cant wait for exams to end.. i cant wait to go for scrapbook workshop, i cant wait to go to phuket, i cant wait for friday!!!!!
but then i realize theres TQ.. o well.. at least its better than exams!
during the times im suppose to be studying.. i always manage to think about anything other than studying.. super unfocused super distracted... im so not going to do well for this exams...
but i need to! im planning my future and if everything turns out well it'll be a great one :) i ll be studying for a long time, but i ll get to do wat i love :) so i need everything to go smoothly, i need to study hard, i need to make TQ successful so that i won't regret taking this responsiblity up, and after TQ is over, for the first time in my life i ll be able to feel proud of something i have done. and then! i will study hard for the rest of my years and carry out my plans for the future.
i need to study!! hai.. please study properly...! jiayou everyone..!
