• 11:10 PM, Friday, May 02, 2008
im so tired!! im sure i haf dark circles under my eye... ah!! tmr is sat.. n yes IM WORKING.. darn..anyway, watched iron man recently.. not bad! first part's abit sad n disturbing.. (for me) but its generally a nice show :) go watch! glad i watched mostly because i think the sequel will be quite cool haha
i couldnt sleep last night.. (explains my dark circles) mainly coz of my monthly torture.. n u noe when u lie on the bed at night trying very hard to sleep.. u tend to start thinking.. about anything at all.. so i duno y i suddenly remember this person whom i hafen tot about since primary skool..
i kind of grew up playing wif this person..
i dun remember how i met him.. i dun remember whether we even said good bye to each other.. in fact i honestly dun remember most of the things we've done together.. but i noe we were close..
we lived in the same neighbourhood n went to the same skool. but he was a year older than me so we were never in the same class. i remember we went to skool every morning together because his maid brings him to skool n my maid brings me to skool.. by bus.. come to think of it, maybe its because our maids started toking to each other that we go to noe each other. i remember going to his house to play, toking to him along the school corridors n roof top (thats where we go for recess) n of coz going to skool n sometimes home together almost everyday.
i remeber one small seemingly insignificant incident which happened. we were coming home from skool n being kids, we like to run to the 2nd storey of the double decker bus n sit right at the front of the bus everytime. so once, we were sitting together as usual while our maids were sitting n toking to each other behind us. i think i was falling asleep but din realize. after awhile, he moved his bag to my side n told me to lean on it to sleep. i cant remember whether i did in the end. n i duno y this incident has been stuck in head till now. but come to think of it now, its quite cute eh? haha
i remember him always asking me to go ot n play n how he would bring me around the neighbourhood.. if im not wrong, his parents were seldom at home so he was left with his maid most of the time. maybe thats y he always likes to go out n play. its a pity we were too young then to exchange any means of keeping in touch.. i really wonder how he is now.. after 13-14 years?
he was the first close guy friend i had, infact one of the onli close guy fren i had in my life. in case ur wondering, close as in being able to tok to each other about anything n to hang out with each other n do anything n haf fun. just to two of us. without any other feelings other than friendship :) its a nice feeling! to haf a close guy friend :)
his name? julian :)
yes there is a problem..
but we duno wat the problem is..
so how can we do anything about the problem if we duno wat the problem is?
so wat happens now..?
nothing..
