• 12:53 AM, Thursday, February 28, 2008
so it all my fault.. i can never win an argument because im 'not the vv'' i used to be anymore..im 'not the vv' i used to be anymore because i dun listen to him anymore.. because even though i dun feel lyk it, im suppose to follow wat he says.. n im behaving in a unacceptable way when i get upset.. he says he wans to love the me last time.. i never changed alright.. wat u wan to love is a girl who'll listen to everything u wan and do everything for u.. so i hafen changed... coz im not the kinda girl who'll listen to everything my bf says n do everything for him.. im sorry but im a spoilt girl.. n i have my feelings too..
yes im sad.. im sad everytime u tell me u wan the 'old vv' back.. im sad everytime u tell me 'if she doesnt come back.. u cant blame me..' perhaps im afriad of letting something farmiliar go.. perhaps im afraid that letting go might be a mistake..
everytime something happens.. of coz i haf some wrong in it... but in the end it always seems lyk im totally at fault.. well to a certain extend maybe that true? after all im not a good gf.. i never gif in.. im spoilt.. im bad tempered.. im mean.. im demanding.. who can stand me eh?
ya so maybe its my fault.. just.. accept it.. enuff..
