• 1:20 AM, Sunday, January 27, 2008
hehe finally bought some new clothes for cny~! well maybe not all r for cny.. since i realized ive bought lots of black clothes yet again.. haha! but ya i finally got to go shopping~! and that is ever since ive came back! u noe how long that has been~!! bleahsooo celebrated sharon's 21st :) (sorry couldnt make it for the nus gathering >.< stupid camera.. n it wasnt even my fault..) haha happy birthday my darling girl~! hope u like the prezzies and the celebrationS haha n seriously dun let nus kill u.. ill sue them for u..! love ya~! *hugs*
we have been thru so much.. n theres so much more we have to go thru.. uve been there for me on most occasions.. but there r oso times when i desperatly needed u n u turned me away.. sometimes.. i really duno how i feel..
and toking bout this.. there was a period of time in my life where i really would have died without the help n support of my friends and family.. especially these 3 person in my life :) thx for listening to me complain about the same thing over n over again... thx for being there for me when i needed it the most.. thx for giving me advice.. thx for letting me cry.. thx for making life bearable for me.. thx sharon :) thx jialin :) thx tucksin :) thx to everyone who've helped me along the way.. and oso thx gwen :) even though i din tok to you bout it till later on.. hafing u to hang out wif helped me forget my problems at least for awhile.. ur one person i'll definately be missing loads.. :) *hugx* and even though this problem of mine isnt exactly totally over yet.. life's much better now~! this would never haf happened without all of u :) n let me tell u something! ive never regretted my decision up to now :)
now to wait.. n pray.. n hope..
that ull really be there for me in time to come..
i wanna go to the beach to watch the stars... i wish i could drive...



