• 2:03 PM, Saturday, November 10, 2007
yoo! yesterday was the last day of skool n my first paper is officially 1 week away~ haha DIE..anyway, went to freo for dinner yest n ended the semester with wonderfully delicious baskin robbins icecream~ haha hafen gotten the photos from gwen yet.. so next time den~ haha
actually, i do get affected whenever u guys try to make me stay.. haha n lots of things u say, whether jokingly or seriously (coming from daniel it always seems lyk jokingly anyway..) i really do think about it.. n i must admit that everytime it happens i ALWAYS think it about it...
but now ive come to realize.. that these effects are kinda short-term.. as in even though it does tug at my heart a little.. ultimately thinking about going home still makes me smile.. its becoming lyk an autonomic response :P
n yesterday toking about the staring-at-the-mirror-and-thinking-bout-it-in-the-future issue.. i know that if it even has that little bit of possiblity of happening.. i shldnt go back..
so would it happen? i cant predict the future.. but right now.. my answer is no..
as i said.. sometimes i do wish there is a way for me to have the cake n eat it.. but everyone noes its impossible.. so i have to determine which one is more important.. which one would be the best path.. and sacrifice one.. it does pain me.. but i have to make a choice.. for once in my life.. i have to be decisive.. for once in your life.. do something YOU wan to do.. without caring about what others would think..
