im disgusted about how some pple just cannot see the pain n misery they put others through.. specially someone they claim to 'love'. just get the **** out of her life for goodness sake...

i swear im gonna kill u if ur still around by the time im home.

n my dear.. please please please take care of urself.. its not worth going thru so much because of this.. uve always been a strong girl.. one of the best at coping wif stress.. at studying.. at play.. n i am worried. because this is seriously affecting u mentally n physically in a very bad way.. i noe u need time.. n u haf all the time in the world.. just dun drag it for too long.. because it will just make u feel worse n worse..
u could be coping wif ur studies much better if not for this.. n u would be able to sleep peacefully too..
i noe u wan to end it too.. n im here for u if u need any help.. in fact u haf many many frens who are willing to help u too.. whether its just to go for a meal together or to bash him up :P

i'll be here anytime u need me.. i'll be home soon.. :) n i wont leave again :) hang in there dear *hugx*


and YOU deserve to die.


everyday i find new reasons to stay.. yet i oso find new reasons to go home.. life gets messier the more u think bout it.. but is it possible not to think about it? sometimes u wish u r not given any choices.. yet sometimes u wish u could chose which path to take.. i wish i can say it wouldnt disappoint me more to go home.. i wish i can say i would be more successful in the future if i go home.. but who can guarantee that? who can guarantee that being a vet would gif u a more fuifilling life than working in other industries?
some pple say u onli haf 1 chance to live ur life.. so live it the way u want it.. id rather be happy.. than to earn big bucks.. but what truly makes me happy? what is the most important thing in ur life? it changes with time.. it changes with circumstances.. who can predict the future?
i can only make the most out of my decision.. but before something becomes permenant, u cant help but worry.. cant help but think.. whether this is what u want.. whether this is the best path to take.. whether this will ruin or brighten ur future.. most importantly.. whether u (and ur family) will be proud of this decision in the future..

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"Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have.
Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out.
Desire can wreck your life.
But as tough as wanting something can be.
The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want."


people around me to be happy!:D





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