• 4:15 PM, Tuesday, May 08, 2007
juz got back from dissection... got to wash my bloody (literally) labcoat again hahaanyway, i watched zhuan jiao epi 13 yest.. it was so sad...! ok.. maybe it wasnt THAT sad.. juz that when u watch it in a depressed mode it seems even sadder... haha anyway.. PLEASE... please please please.. if u love someone.. tell them.. if u dun wan them to leave.. TELL THEM.. leave ur pride aside n let them know.. u never know.. they might juz be feeling the same way.. so tell them! b4 itx too late.. u might well be losing ur soul mate for good.. so dun make that mistake.... i dun wan to lose my soul mate...
i was toking to gwen juz now while waiting for our labs to start (hers chem, mine dissection).. we came to the topic of studyng in uni.. we kinda feel quite lost.. haha coz when ur in pri skool.. u noe where ull go after u graduate, secondary skool. and after sec skool, therex typically onli 2 ways, poly or jc.. after jc? thats abit tougher.. but there are still some paths u can take.. but after uni? ur juz stuck there.. no idea where ull end up.. no idea how ur future will be like.. we were wondering wat would become of us 5 yrs down the road.. i would think many things would haf changed.. n yet many things will remain the same.. im quite worried sometimes.. looking at the future and hafing no idea how it would be like.. haha BUT now im still in uni :) n we're kinda glad we're in murdoch.. or rather not in nus :P im glad i haf lectures who who actually HELP you.. they do it willingly and nicely :) im glad i can actually understand watx going on in lectures and be able to catch up when i dun understand at first.. im glad the in-charges here gives u good advice regarding wat units, majors n wat courses to take so that we actually know wat to do if we wan double majors etc and be able to maximize our time spent in uni.. im glad (for other pple) that they can take up double or triple majors or even double degrees and be able to cope with them.. im glad they haf programmes to help us get use to uni life and not throw us in straight away, EXPECTING us to understand how the whole uni system works.. how to chose ur untis (bidding SUCKS BIG TIME).. and that we would understand all the super-complicated-impossible-to-understand lectures they gif.. im glad i feel stressed for the right reasons and at the right time.. (not right at the beginning of 1st week.....) o and u get to do hands-on stuff alone.. not with a whole big grp of pple.. or even pair for some cases ;)
so.. i guess i shld be happy.. haha yah.. im happy for this reason.. but oso unhappy for other reasons.. n sometimes these reasons-to-be-unhappy kinda gets to me..
but dun worry... right now.. im not gonna quit skool.. :)
n one more thing.. i kinda understand y now.. i understand y i cant like anyone else now..
