• 12:32 AM, Thursday, May 31, 2007
i really am trying.. but theres onli so much i can do when im so DAMN far away.. u haf no idea how much i wish i was at home. u haf no idea how much i wish i can juz quit skool n return to ur side. but i cant.. i cant.. not because i dun wan to gif up on studying.. but because i dun wan to disappoint my parents. because i dun wan to waste their money. i dun wan them to worry bout me. or i would haf been out of here long ago..my mood everyday depends on wat u say to me.. even though most of the time wat u say to me makes me hurt so so bad.. there is still that small possiblity that ull make my day once in a while.. n those r the times i hope n wish for everyday..
im trying.. but i guess u dun see any effort.. so can u tell me.. who is that perfect girl in ur mind that ur thinking about everyday..?
y are u still thinking of me.. n y m i still thinking of u.. n who is it that u r thinking of now..?



