hmm... it seems lyk everyone is against the idea.. i guess its the most practical choice.. but.. u noe.. its not as easily said as done.. i wish i can do it.. but everytime we talk.. everytime i think bout it.. my determination diminishes.. if i really decide to go ahead wif it.. it might even be better if i dun go back this break.. haix.. haha.. but i miss home too much la..

im sorry.. i shlnt trying anymore.. when two person both decides to wait.. nuthings gonna happen.. i feel so helpless about my own fate.. im tired.. juz this once... i wish i can leave it up to fate... i cant do this alone..i juz dun haf the strength to do all this alone.. i juz cant take another repeat of this... i hope everything turns out right.. very soon.. because next sem is not going to be easy.. im so sure i'll lose weight... haha..

i wish we werent so far apart.. i wish it doesnt haf to be so lonely.. i wish it wasnt so hard becoming a vet...
its not that hard.. to make life great again.. to make living in perth the best thing that ever happened.. but.. its never gonna happen..

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"Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have.
Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out.
Desire can wreck your life.
But as tough as wanting something can be.
The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want."


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