todae is a very depressing day.. hafen cried for sometime.. but im fine now..
i enjoyed dinner :) n thx for the chocolate cake.. n the pretzel yest.. u pple fed me so much these 2 days.. haha
gym tmr~!



i was happy.. i am still happy.. i am happy that there is still that little bit of feeling in u..

i wan to try.. i really really wan to.. in fact id gif anything for it..
but im juz scared.. im scared of being hurt again im scare of everything happening again.. because it wasnt easy recovering from it.. it wasnt easy accepting it.. the amount of tears i shed was overwhelming.. so if it happens again.. i doubt i will be able to take it.. not anymore.. not again.. right now.. i juz dun haf the confidence.. u seem.. quite indifferent bout it.. im juz afraid.. after all that has happened..

and if things really turns out well.. wat will happen next semester...? would it happen again..?

i juz cant take another round of this..

but dun get me wrong.. i really wan to do it.. juz scared.. juz afraid.. juz feeling lyk im in this all alone.. please gif me the strength.. please gif me the assurance.. i dun wan to loose something important in my life..

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"Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have.
Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out.
Desire can wreck your life.
But as tough as wanting something can be.
The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want."


people around me to be happy!:D





*hwibee
*jialin
*gwen
*fui
*wai, wj, alex, wr, siang
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