i noe now...

everyone has their own share of problems.. everyone has their own way of coping with problems..
there was a period of time in my life.. when i was naive n tot i knew and understood everybody.. i was blessed with a perfect family.. the bestest friends around.. n the most wonderful bf.. at that time the onli problems i had was minor daily problems.. study stress, exam stress, wat movie shld i watch, wat shld i do during the weekends, how to convince my mum to let me go out, n minor relationship problems.. i still felt i had 'huge' problems in my life.. i remember listening n reading pple's problems and thinking to myself 'o i know how it feels like.. i know wat u mean..' but itx not until now that i really understand how it feels like to haf problems in ur life that brings you down so much and makes u lose ur zest for life.. how it feelx lyk to haf to hold back tears all the time.. to try so hard to stop urself from crying urself to sleep everynight.. to keep urself strong in front of everyone.. n to keep urself from breaking down when ur alone..

to everyone who falls into the first category.. dont think of ur minor problems and make a big fuss out of it.. count your blessings and appreciate everything u haf now.. trust me u DO NOT want to lose all these..
to everyone whoz suffering inside.. trust me that ur not alone in this.. everyone is feeling lonely in their own part of the world (qouted from val) there are many pple out there wif problems even bigger than yours.. it really helps to let someone noe bout it.. they dun haf to know every single detail.. juz telling someone something is bothering you makes a big difference.. everything will turn out alright one day :) it may take some time.. maybe a very long time.. but dun ever give up.. because if u do.. u would never noe watx on the other side of the rainbow..

im beginning to understand.. there is no point in holding on to something that doesnt belong to u.. no matter how much it hurts inside.. no matter how much it means to u.. even if ur willing to give up everything for it.. even if itx the onli thing in the world that matters to you..

'i knew i loved you.. before i met you..'

please bless me with the strength to carry on..

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"Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have.
Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out.
Desire can wreck your life.
But as tough as wanting something can be.
The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want."


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